Another book and again lots of conclusions which always converge into ... confusion, strongly proving in front of the public that i can't clearly see the journey of my life. Trying, but failing ... to express myself. The funny thing is that i certainly am in top position ... when it comes about the status of ... "lost souls". Somehow accepting it ... as a pure fact and even considering myself proud of it. Cause ... i finally found a good thing i am good at. So ... i write ... analysing and defining all what is going on ... uselessly trying to comprehend the nonsense i am part of especially in duality. To be more specific ... in love relationships. Meanwhile ... with or without my agreement this weird journey into the darkness ... continues. I am confused. Also confusing. But ... i still live with the illusory hope into my soul ... into a better tomorrow. One ... that at least till now ... is delaying to come. So ... i keep speaking in front of the public ... pretending i am writer ... and that i know the secrets of the dynamic related to love stories. Of course ... being a liar. Like many, many others. An imposter ... speaking about the ... absolute truth.